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Month: February 2018

Table of Sand

Table of Sand

Spinning and spinning without direction Leaning and falling without a net Reaching hands grabbing at nothing Clouds in the air without substance Drifting aimlessly soon out of sight Loss of control comes so easy Gaining it back comes so hard Life is a puzzle missing pieces Resting on a table of of sand    

Watching the Lights

Watching the Lights

Watching the lights on the ceiling Seeing the patterns between them Changing without any meaning Watching the lights on the ceiling Watching the shadows spread this way and that Darkness leaves little to see Lights chase the shadows brings sounds to the silence Darkness is where I should be Watching the lights on the ceiling Ignoring the noises beside me Leaving the moment behind Watching the lights on the ceiling Resting alone in the past Living without leaving the night…

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Coping has been a challenge

Coping has been a challenge

Coping has been a challenge.  I’m approaching a year since leaving hospital after having “lived” there for almost 6 months.  My last surgery was in June, 8 months ago.  Parts of my life will never be the same.  Eating a hand full of Creon each day to supplement the 90% loss of my Pancreas, not able to drink a glass of wine to relax, something I need now more than ever.   Needing to avoid some of my favorite foods or…

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